♥St3aM Fi$hh

2011-07-10T01:10:00.004+08:00

Hello, people. I'm back for more posting. I'm currently feeling better after having everything to go fine. Today's day out with baby and friends is awesome. The heart-to-heart talk with baby was great. I wished I'd have a replay of it, always. Awww.. Tomorrow would be a busy day for me to complete my homeworks. Shall update next time alright! I'm dead tired right now.

2011-06-27T21:11:00.007+08:00

- M.I.A -
I guess I need to focus on studies right now and also spend time with him . I am having some problems at home as well. Gotta do my best and aim for the top for my studies. I would hope everything would go well right now. I will put in my every effort I have, I could and make everything back to normal. I'd learn to love life from now on and I guess some things should be changed once and for all. I don't want anything to be repeated. I know I can do well for everything. I ain't giving up, I will survive this hardship. Every single hurdle would make me stronger and stronger. I know he would be there for me.

2011-06-26T21:55:00.000+08:00

2011-06-26T01:59:00.004+08:00

I am now lying on my bed . Thinking back of the past , I guess .. I am really an immature girlfriend . Sorry , baby . I sincerely apologise for everything , seriously . I feel so bad now . I guess this short time out really made me think and reflect on a lot of things . I was once rebellious . You remember that day when I turned off my phone and avoided you for that night ? I deserve what I got from you that night . I thank you for everything , baby . I am now crying , no offence . This time , I am crying because I now know I am such an immature girl . When you care and love , I took it for granted and blamed it on you claiming that you are annoying , caring too much . C'mon , look on the brighter side . Some other guys don't even care for their girl . I didn't say it out , but I shall tell you everything now . Baby , I love you . I once hated you for being so annoying , scolding me here and there due to the minor mistakes I made . Now , I think I should thank you for everything . If it is not for you , I wouldn't be who I am now . I would still be the irritating and childish girl when we once started off with . I thank you for everything you did . I shall stop grudging over it like a child and appreciate everything from now . I will stop being paranoid and have immature thoughts from now . I will reach home before 7 if I am out without you . I don't wanna make you worry anymore . I will think it in a way that we have a long way ahead and stop making a big fuss when you planned to go out with your friends . Sorry , baby . Having you to tolerate all my immature acts and thoughts that you always drink it down , always understand me and forgive me . I don't wanna take you for granted anymore . Sorry . I know now how fail I was once .I will change , give me some time . I know I have said this many times . I don't know do you still trust me . I am sorry still , I will change , I really will . I am the lucky , fortunate one , honey . Thank you so much . Don't ever leave me . I love you , honey :) ♥

" Everyone has a different way to express their love. "

2011-06-25T20:26:00.001+08:00

' W ' stands for WEI SHENG ! (Y)

When will we get back to how we used to be ? ♥

2011-06-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

Baby called me today in the afternoon and I am like so happy ! Hee , I miss him so much can . After his call , he texted me . I replied him , I wonder have he seen it not . Oh well , I am super tired . I shall go sleep now . But then .. My uncle is like super weird today . I don't know should I laugh or to be afraid . Lol . Never mind , good night :)

BABY , I MISS YOU ! :D ♥

2011-06-20T22:55:00.004+08:00

Today was tiring . Woke up at 7 in the early morning , washed up then set off to the Polyclinic . Total hours spent there was more than 4 , damn . Headed home next , did some things then took a nap as I can't stop yawning . Woke up at 5 in the noon then . Washed up then headed to my girlfriend's house to borrow a bike then we went cycling together . It was fun . Something amazing happened , we saw a monitor lizard . We were like so .. Astonished and excited . We followed it , then missed it . Afterward , we continued cycling . Geez , the slipper baby bought for me is spoilt . Sigh , super sad can . Will be buying one tomorrow . BABY IS COMING BACK TOMORROW ! (Y) Gosh , I miss him so much . I can't wait for his text when he reach Singapore .

2011-06-20T00:09:00.004+08:00

Just done bathing not long ago . I am missing baby's text , awww .. Listening to Taylor Swift's songs currently . Today is just a normal day , but without baby . Waking up late at night to chat with baby on phone , then went back to sleep . After waking up , read baby's last text before he left Singapore . Feeling kind of empty , but I still have to survive this three days though , even going through it alone . Oh well , tomorrow's plan is to visit the Polyclinic early in the morning at seven , then head back home to complete my targeted homework . Out for a run next with my girlfriend , then back home for a reading session . Okay , that's my plan . The stupid corn on my leg is seriously annoying , I wished I could just burn it . Geez , I miss baby's hug . I am now downloading songs into my Macbook then phone . I guess I will have less time to sleep tonight . Bye ! :)

2011-06-18T19:03:00.003+08:00

My skin is peeling off on my nose :(

Having a tiring day today , sigh . Having running nose once I woke up , making me so tired and also I have been having teary eyes since morning . Washed up then had breakfast . Texted baby then online for some time . Did my homework next . From afternoon till not long ago . Had dinner , then now I am here posting on my blog . Baby is going off to Genting in 13 hours time . Gosh , I am sure to miss him like crazy . Oh well , will be Skyping with him later on . Shall continue on my homework . Bye ! :)

2011-06-17T20:59:00.004+08:00

I am back from my course , it is not a camp though . First day was a slack , bonding and stuffs . Second day was kind of tiring , kayaked for more than 2 hours from Pulau Ubin to Pasir Ris . At that point of time , I really wished to get a phone and contact baby to see if he could make it down . Weird me . Had to pack our kayaks then went for outdoor cooking , totally screwed up one . We had to change shift during the night to look after all the kayaks and tents as it is a public in Pasir Ris . When the girls woke up , our hand ache like crazy till an extend that I can't even move my arms . After 30 minutes , we went back to sleep . The next morning was a super tiring one . From Pasir Ris to the other end of Pulau Ubin . It took us more than 6 hours to complete the journey . Geez . Afterward , we went for a fresh water dip , something like this . All of us jumped into a fresh water with our clothes on , yet the story behind it is scary . Afterward the fresh water dip , we headed back to our campsite to clear everything then prepare for our cooking time . It was a total disaster , we had no solid fuel so we borrowed from others which took us many time . After cooking , we changed to our sleeping clothing , had a discussion then headed to our tent for a sleep . Half way through our sleep , there was a heavy rain which made me nearly freezed to death . Our fly sheet flew away , making us to leave the tents with just shirts and shorts under the heavy rain , strong wind blowing . I am sure that night was a torture , I can't even sleep well due to the super cold weather . Afterward , we unpack our tent , had breakfast , changed into long sleeves , then set off to return to our normal campsite at Outward Bound . The feeling was so relieving when I see the campsite , like awesomeness . Afterward we emptied the kayaks , washed it then put it back to where it belongs . Had a bathe then headed down for our dinner . That dinner was the most awesome one we ever had . Afterward , we had a group discussion and talk . Headed to our tents at a place allocated for our sleep then . As for today , woke up at 5 in the morning , unpack our tent then had a wash up . After washing up , we met our instructor . Played some games then had breakfast . After breakfast , we went to pack our store . Thank god we didn't lost anything which would make us pay for it . After packing , we took our bags headed to the hall for a final talk from an instructor . After the talk , we set off for the jetty . You know , I nearly cried on the jetty , like so happy to get to see baby and text him soon . After reaching Punggol , I waited for my girlfriends . We headed to my house first to place our bags then went to Compass Point to eat . Afterward , headed to baby's place to meet him . Took bus home afterward , brushed my teeth then I am now heading to sleep soon after posting on another blog . Good night !

People have got different characters and thoughts . We don't have to know everything about it , just at times , learn how to accept the bad ones and ignore it as it is worthless for us getting pissed off for . I chose to ignore , I chose to pushed it away . This is life , not everything can go your own way .

2011-06-11T23:14:00.004+08:00

I am so bored now , with the aroma of durians which some hate most yet I love most . I have brushed my teeth , so I think I will give it a miss . I bet there wouldn't be any left for me when I open my refrigerator the next morning . Currently having a small ulcer in my mouth , I am frantically applying salt on it every now and then , even when I am working . Gosh , working at 11 the next morning till 10 at night . Afterward , I am off for camp the net morning . Geez , how dead I am . I have not even get all the things packed . Just a little here and there . I was wondering if I would come back becoming more like a Malay or would I come back in pink due to the exaggerating mosquito bites . Haha , funny me . Geez , will be missing our 21st . Sad life , I would bet I miss him to death . Oh well , webcam with him on Skype last night and it was awesome . Oh gosh , I miss his hugs so much . I have learnt something new , I made three of them . Just something neither sweet nor lovely . I don't know how to give him . It used to be heart shapes made of straw , now it's something new . I put in a lot effort to learn it myself alright ! Doing it while I am walking home , focused on it like none others is around me . Oh well , I guess I shall go sleep now . After tomorrow , I am off to Pulau Ubin , don't miss me too much okay , haha . Sad :(

2011-06-11T00:11:00.002+08:00

Hello . Since I am bored due to waiting for that special someone , I shall do something super random .
25 facts about Lee Yu Zhen :
1. I love him more than I love myself .
2. When I miss him just so much , I can cry .
3. I hate it when I screw things up .
4. At times I just feel like I am a useless bitch , slut .
5. I want him to trust me always .
6. I am willing o give up everything for him .
7. At times , I dare not talk to him as I am too afraid to do so .
8. I hate it when promises are broken whereas I am always the one who broke it .
9. I just want to know everything about him , I hate being the last to know .
10. I just love him , even when my friends see me crying , telling me that he ain't worth , I still hold on .
11. I know I am not stupid for holding on , he have his reasons for doing what he is doing so .
12. I love how he sweet talk me and I wished he could do so every now and then . (I am dreaming*)
13. When I think back of how he would treat me , I would cry randomly .
14. I tend to wear a fake smile when my friends ask me about he and I when we were quarrelling at that time .
15. I never admit to my friends I am crying when I am .
16. I hate it when I lie to him , I hate myself .
17. If only time could rewind , I some times hope he would never meet me as I wouldn't have screw his life up .
18. I always think of what he thinks about me , how worthy I am for him and how much he loves me .
19. I trust him , I doubt myself .
20. I hate doubting myself as I know if I do so , I will trust nothing , not even his speeches and sweet talk .
21. Some times , Tumblr represents my heart
22. I am so in love with him that I never want to let him go .
23. I love hugging him tight when I cry .
24. My life is all about him .
25. He is just so special .

2011-06-09T18:36:00.004+08:00

You are the only one who can make me smile , laugh and happy .

I have just reached home not long ago , just done bathing though . Currently have got no appetite to consume anything , so I think I would be having my dinner late . After blogging , I will just continue on my homework , then pack my camping bag before I sleep . Having work tomorrow . Mum just told me that Pulau Ubin's mosquitoes are super scary , very big and their bites will be a very swollen one . My reply to her was like , " Okay luh , will not die can already . " I was then thinking , maybe got that serious which could cause deaths as my uncle said it is poisonous ? I don't know to believe him not . I am being so exaggerating . What if I got bitten by a dengue ? Whatever it is , haha . You know , when I got back home , my uncle gave me a stern stare all the way when he saw me . I didn't really give a damn in the first place as he is in a foul mood almost everyday due to him being sick . His temper ain't really good . He is very stubborn and egoistic , most importantly he is very harsh . That is what I hate about him the most . At times when he talks , it can really piss people off as he always want things his own way . Wait . Why am I talking about him now ? Geez , back to topic . Pulau Ubin's mosquitoes . Lol , oh well . I ain't prepared for the camp yet , I bet I would be heading there with a foul mood as well , worrying about this and that , most importantly I am worried about him . Monday morning waking up , heading off there with two girls , two guys , excluding myself . If only I could have him sending me to school . Oh , wait .Guys ? Damn . Screw them . Sorry to say , I am currently a member of anti-guys except for him . Weird me huh . I would never want to get in contact with guys anymore . For my camp , pray god that I would be in a group with mostly girls . Please , please and PLEASE, let me be in a group with mostly girls . I wonder what will happen if I were to be in a group with mostly guys . I think I shall just stick with the girls even though I don't know them . Only five from my school are attending that particular week's course . So most probably I wouldn't know most of my group-mates . My camp is coming in three days time . Three days without seeing him , if I were to include the days I am in camp , it would be a total of eight days . Eight days, plus I last met him on the 6th , total of eleven days without seeing him . What a torture , screw it . If only I could make a wish , wishing that he would appear in front of me now , I would bet I am going to be crazily happy . Will there be anyone missing me when I am out ? Haha , hope there will be . I bet there will be one out there missing me , hee . Shall blog if I am free the next few days . Bye bye ! :)

Hey idiot , you know I miss you very much ?! :) I wanna Skype with you , may I ? ♥

2011-06-08T22:04:00.004+08:00

I have just finish eating a small bowl of rice as I was super hungry as my previous meal was at 5 . Hope I wouldn't get fat , geez . Today is wonderful , with a sweet text once I am awake . Awww .. I stayed at home to rush my Chinese homework today . Two of them are down , two more to go . Gosh , so dead . I still have a lot homework still not yet done . Aiming to finish my Chinese ones , English and also both A/E Math . Yet now I am only down with two of the Chinese ones . I guess I have to stay up late and complete it , maybe I would sleep later then my boy does . After blogging , I shall continue my homework till I finish them . I have not yet packed my camping bag . Tomorrow will be a busy day , swimming with family at Anchorvale Community Center , then head home to change , off to a restaurant for dim sum with family and also my grandpa to celebrate his belated birthday . Geez , I miss my baby boy so much . Will be Skyping with him most probably . I guess I have to pack my camping bag asap if not I wouldn't have time to do so as the next three days after tomorrow , I will be busy working . Wish me good luck , I am so going to be dead tired . Shall update when I am free alright , I shall continue my homework now . Bye bye ! ;)

2011-06-07T23:15:00.005+08:00

A – AVAILABLE: No
B – BIRTHDAY: 30th August 1996
C – CRUSHING ON: Nothing
D – DRINK YOU LAST HAD: Ice Apple Tea
E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: Him and my diary
F – FAVORITE SONG: Lonely by 2NE1
G – GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS: Gummy Bears
H – HOMETOWN: Singapore
I – IN LOVE WITH: Wei Sheng
J – JUGGLE: Yucks , insects ._.
K – KILLED SOMEONE: If only there wouldn't have laws
L – LONGEST CAR RIDE: To Malaysia
M - MILKSHAKE FLAVOR: Green Apple
N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 2
O - ONE WISH: To have him forever without drifting or fading
P – PERSON YOU CALLED LAST: Wei Sheng
R – REASON TO SMILE: I chose to
S – SONG YOU LAST SANG: Broken Arrow by Pixie Lott
T – TIME YOU WOKE UP: 12 in the afternoon
U – UNDERWEAR COLOR: Secret
V – VEGETABLE(S): Not including lady fingers and eggplant
W – WORST HABIT: I don't know , ask Wei Sheng
Y – YOYOS ARE: Something I want to learn and it's cool
Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Virgo

Random Questions About You

You Spell your name without vowels: L Y Zhn
Your favorite number: 9
What color do you wear most?: Black and white
Least favorite colors: None
Are you happy with your life right now?: Yes , no , I don't know :)
What is your favorite class in school?: A Math and E Math
Who is your best friend: My sweethearts and Wei Sheng
Are you outgoing?: Yeah
Favorite pair of shoes?: Rubi high heels
Can you dance?: No
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: No
Can you whistle?: Yeah
Cross your eyes?: With my finger help , by placing it in front of my nose
Walk with your toes curled?: No

THE DO’S

Do you believe there is life on other planets?: No
Do you believe in miracles?: Yes
Do you believe in magic?: No
Love at first sight?: No
Do you believe in Satan?: No
Do you believe in Santa?: No
Do you know how to swim?: Yes
Do you like roller coasters?: Of course !
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: No, yucks
Have you ever been on a plane?: Yeah , but I don't remember it , my dad told me I did
Have you ever asked someone out?: Yeah
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: Not really
Have you ever been to the ocean?: No
Have you ever painted your nails?: Yes
What radio station do you listen to?: 88.3 , 91.3 , 93.3 , 98.7
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: I don't remember
What was the last thing you bought?: A packet of Ice Apple Green Tea
What is your fave. TV show?: Don't know
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: Myself
Who did you last webcam with?: Wei Sheng
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Wei Sheng

CRYING SECTION —-

Ever really cried your heart out?: Yes , till my lips are numb
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: Many times
Ever cried on your friend’s shoulder?: Yes
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: Yes
Do you cry when you get an injury?: At times when the is really killing me
What things make you cry?: Him

HAPPY SECTION.

Are you a happy person?: Most of the time
Shoes?: Heels and flats
Necklaces?: Not really , lost it . I miss it .. :(
Favorite eye color: Blue
Short or long hair: Long
Hair color: Black
Been to jail: No
Mooned someone: Obviously not
Laughed so hard you cried: Yes
Cried in school: Yes
Wanted to be a model: Yes
Done something really stupid that you still laugh about: Yes
Seen a dead body: During funerals
Been on drugs: No
Gone skinny dipping: Never.

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
Single or Group Dates?: Single
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Strawberries or Blueberries: Strawberries
Meat or Veggies: Veggies
TV or Movie: Movie
Guitar or Drums: Both
Adidas or Nike: Both
Chinese or Mexican: Chinese
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Don't know

Name one random thing about you:
I hate causing something bad to others and myself . I hate myself for that :)

20 Random Facts about Lee Yu Zhen :

1. I am super afraid of gaining weight as I have low self-esteem
2. I love getting a random hug from behind given by him
3. I am obsessed with having an iPhone till an extend I dreamt of having one a few days back
4. I love Pooh Bear
5. I love staying optimistic but at times I would go super paranoid and I hate that
6. I always wonder do I worth for him to fight for and why .
7. I would never expect receiving his text as I am afraid I would give myself a false hope upon hoping for his text when I got none , I go upset .
8. I love seeing him winking at me and seeing him smiling .
9. I love sweet talks given by him .
10. I love talking to my sweethearts , they should know who they are .
11. I love smiling at him and having him to kiss my forehead
12. I always hate myself for pissing him off
13. He is my life
14. They call me stupid for holding on , but I don't find myself stupid for doing so . I love him :)
15. I am cashless now , negative amount .
16. I don't mind dying for him .
17. I need a particular jacket to be worn when I sleep . Without it , I never fail to feel cold
18. I always want to know everything about him
19. Something is currently bothering me but I dare not speak out
20. I would always hide things to myself till I forget . If not , I would just cry it out alone at times when I can't take it anymore like what I am doing now .

Basically , I just love him more than I love myself and I would never think twice if god wants me to die for him now . I don't mind dying for him , I myself know he is worth dying for . At times I would go crazily emo , I told him nothing about it . I hate to hide things from him but I just don't want him to get upset or angry as I am afraid when I blurt things out , he would say me paranoid . Sorry , baby . I love you always alright :) ♥ I wished I would be the girl whom you would help her wear a wedding ring on .

2011-06-06T22:51:00.004+08:00

Just done bathing not long ago . Woke up at 11 in the morning , went rotting then rushed to meet my friend at Compass Point . Studying and doing homework at my friend's house is like cool . Her room is awesomely nice and awesome . Studied and did my homework for three hours , then headed to Compass Point to buy baby Cupwalker then headed off to meet him . Talked to him for an hour , like awesomely cool alright ! Such a sweet guy , awww .. Got back my laptop from him then headed back home by bus . Today is my grandfather's birthday , I hugged him . I think this is the first time I did hug him . The wide smile on his face , really made me think back how awful and immature I was three years back . Ignorance me , oh well . I shall just let bygones be bygones . No point pondering over it . After my dinner at my grandfather's house , I headed back home , just three floors apart . Watched a show on Channel 5 , then Channel 8 . Turned off the television , started reading my storybook . Quite interesting though the cover page was a total turn off . There it goes , ' Don't judge a book by its cover ' . After reading two chapters , I headed for a bathe . Here I am , posting on my blog . Oh well , shall continue two more chapters then head off to my bed . I am so tired .

2011-06-05T23:43:00.003+08:00

I have just got back home not long . Today is like total cool , a manager that I didn't know came to help out . She is like so awesome . Yes , it is because she helped me out at a lot things and that I did not really do the wash up today . Haha , lazy me . Oh well , I know , I am super lazy , but not as lazy as my boy , haha . The short texting session with baby before work was nice , it really made me smile . Waited for dad to reach Compass Point then walked home with his accompany . I miss baby so much , awww .. Awesomely cool , no work for four days . Planning to complete most of my homework in two days , another two for me to relax and get my camp things prepared . I shall go rot about on Facebook and Tumblr . I realised Tumblr is really cool , heh .

I know you will never let me fall :) ♥

2011-06-05T00:08:00.003+08:00

I am fine , honey ;)

Tired , tired and tired . I guess baby's soundly asleep . Today is like super tiring . Sigh , I need baby's hug to keep me awake . I am now waiting for him to text me as I don't know when will he be awake . I miss him so much , awww .. Oh well ,, woke up at 12 in the noon today . Had a bathe , then started rotting till 14 00 , change my clothes then headed off to my work place . Kind of slack in the beginning , joking around here and there . Had my one hour break from 16 00 to 17 00 . Texted baby , went around Compass Point , headed to Cupwalker to get my drinks then headed back to work . Okay , basically , my colleague who is doing the cashier with me is down with fever . Kept complaining got fever to manager , she worked till 20 45 , she headed back home , left me being the cashier alone . My manager then asked me to wash up all the things , blah blah and blah . When the clock strikes 22 00 , the other colleague went home straight as she kept complaining this and that , manager was kind of pissed off with her . Left me alone as the cashier , washing up everything , cleaning the floor , tables , arranging the chair . Ending up with me clocking out at 23 00 . Super tired . I want to meet baby , then hug him tight . I feel so tired , tired of everything , of course , excluding my boyfriend . Homework , work , no time to relax at all . Outward Bound camp is coming soon , I have not yet prepared my bag pack , nothing still . I want to earn more money , I want to study hard , I want to be on time for everything . Yet now I am here lagging behind like some idiot , damn . I don't feel like working so much for the next week . I need a break , to complete my homework , then spend time with baby . I am seriously tired , I need to get some rest , some time out , some break . I am at the edge of crying . Holding my tears back , I don't wanna cry . I think I shall just go get some sleep and forget everything . Maybe I am just thinking too much right now . I don't wanna let baby worry about me . Oh well , good night ! :)

Hey baby , if you see this , don't worry about me alright . I should be soundly asleep by the time you read this . Sorry that I didn't tell you I was feeling down . I am alright , I will stay strong okay . I love you :) ♥

2011-06-03T21:48:00.003+08:00

Just got back home not long ago , after watching Kung Fu Panda 2 with my family . I was so happy before I went in to the cinema , baby called me ! :) So happy can . But he told me he was aching whole over his body , sigh .. I miss him , I wished I could hug him right now . Currently eating bread as I am super hungry . I hope I could receive baby's text before I sleep tonight . There is work for me tomorrow , I cannot fetch baby home after his camp . Sigh sigh sigh .. .. .. Hope he would survive alright !

Hey baby , I am sorry ♥

2011-06-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

Oh well , I have just done bathing . Feeling so refreshed and cooling right now . I miss my boy texting me , awww .. Today's work is like totally so tired , some more , I am not feeling well today . Singaporeans , so fussy , self-centered , ignorance . No , not all , just some of them . Most of them are friendly and nice . Just that minor of them which brought disgrace to the Singaporeans , seriously should be brainwashed . At times , they really do pissed me off . Sigh .. Oh well , I shall just not get bothered by it . I am now currently very bored without baby texting me . He is now out with friends and that his phone's battery is dead . Gosh , hope he is safely out with his friends and that he would reach home safely and survive through his camp . Pray that baby is now having fun and enjoying his time alright ! I shall go sleep now . Time now is actually 01 32 , I almost spent an hour posting this post . I guess I shall go get some sleep now . Byebye and good night ! ;)

You idiot ! See you soon okay ! :D ♥

2011-06-02T00:18:00.002+08:00

Time to blog ! Oh well , there is two parts for today .
- I guess , I am just the odd one out . Don't tell me it is because I am always out with him . Just tell me straight that it was because I am the odd one out . Second time like this . Tell me , who am I supposed to trust ? Damn it , just no one but my boy . I miss B Girls'11 . The way we would bond , communicate and have fun together . The Sentosa outing we had earlier on , it was so fun . The fire to win is still inside me , but where is others ? What will happen to next year if we continue like this ? Can next year's B Girls make it ? I hope we can .
- Baby is like so awesome . We Skyped last night , had so much fun . Baby is so sweet , he never fails to make me smile . I am feeling so happy and glad , like I am the happiest girl on earth . Being loved and loving someone who loves you back awesomely is really wonderful . Met him earlier on around 5 in the evening . Was like playing and joking around with him , then had heart-to-heart talk . I have found my guy . I am not naive , I am sure of that . There is some married couples out there which got together in their teenage life . We would be one of them , I know we can ♥

2011-05-31T12:25:00.003+08:00

I randomly got this weird feeling that made me feel like crying , the sour feeling I have got in my nose , the droplets of tears falling form my eyes . Weird , just so weird . Maybe , just feeling so fortunate to have him by my side since the day we started off together . We broke up upteen times , we quarrelled almost everyday in the past . How bad that is .. Now , everything is fine like the day we first started . The innocent us , the funny us , the sweet us . After going through so much with him by my side without fail , learning so many things about life and love . That is what he is , he taught me so many things , he shows me what is true love . How silly was I , when I once thought he was a piece of annoying shit . Complaining about how bad he was , how suck he was . Foolish me . He , never once complained that I suck . He just told me off for being childish , told me how should I change , how should I grow up , stop all the bullshit that would cause the quarrels . I love the times when he would forgive me when I did something wrong , telling me , ' Don't do it again ' , with a beautiful smile on his face then a kiss from him on my lips . The day before he came to my work place with a cute little bear which gave me a huge surprise . Such an awesome boyfriend . Though we gave each other bullshits at times , we never fail to patch things up in no time then things are back to normal again . I love the way we are now , I am heading off to bed with a smile without fail every night .

Thank you , honey . I love you so much ;) ♥

2011-05-28T22:35:00.003+08:00

Basically , I have just done bathing not long ago and had just done posting on the other special blog . nothing much on it though , just some short sentences from myself to him . Today is a tiring day . I seriously cannot stop yawning . I only had less than five hours of sleep last night . Woke up at 6 in the morning today , headed off to school for some event , then rushed to Compass Point for work . Working from 12 00 to 20 00 . Eight hours of work , damn . Tomorrow would be worse , eleven hours of work . See how would I die man , gosh . I wished to see baby tomorrow for a lunch or something , unsure if he is going to be free . I think I shall just go get some sleep soon after my hair dries up . Seriously super tired . I cried today when I was talking to my friend . I thought back of how suckish I was in the past , giving serious attitude , venting anger on him , giving him all my bulllshit . Here he is , still by my side . I am so proud of him , he made it . He changed me . He loves me with all his heart , he gave me all he can . He is just so awesome . Yes , he has his flaws . I chose to love him not because of how awesome he is , it is because of how unique he is . He ain't like any other guys out there . He may treat me badly at times due to some problems , I don't blame him for that . I seriously love him more as day passed by . Six hundred and twenty days , still counting on .. An unforgettable starting , the day we met at Compass Point . How funny we were when you first kissed me , not on cheeks , but my hair as my hair was covering my cheek . Silly us , broke up many times due to words of anger . Even if I wanted to let go truly , deep inside us , we still held on and we went back together again . Again and again .. I don't see this breaking up scene up ahead . You would never know how awesome it feels like . I planned to go to the beach some day with you , spend the whole day there , together , just the two of us . I wanna lie on your shoulder , looking at you , smiling , then watch sunset together , have heart-to-heart talks , many more .. Yet due to my busy schedule , I have been neglecting you recently . I know you don't blame me . Are you loving me more as each day passed by as well ? Just some random question . Oh well , I want to work as much as I can , I want to lessen your burden , I want to let you enjoy life . I don't want to add on to your burden , I hate it that way , I seriously do . Silly me . I am working for continuously five days , just because I want to earn more . I am sure it is worth , being exhausted and soon dead . Though it is tough , I believe you would go through it with me .

I love you , only you , never others ♥

2011-05-27T23:35:00.005+08:00

To give me a hug and tell me everything is going to be alright because you would love me no matter what and also your awesome smile that never fail to make me smile ♥

I guess I wouldn't get a sleep tonight . Having a weird urge not to sleep and complete my drama online and also complete some of my holiday homework . Actually , my weekend would make me tired to death . Was wondering if I would faint and die due to tiredness . Okay , that's way too exaggerating . Maybe that would happen ? Whatever it is , I hope I will not die too soon . I wonder what will happen if I were to be dead . What will he do ? Who will be happy , who will be sad . So many wild thoughts . Crazy me . Oh well , I have just reached home not long ago . Had a talk with an ex-schoolmate . Kind of cool , had much topics to talk about . My hand is very itchy today , I actually squeezed out all my blackheads . Damn myself , stupid me . After I reached home , I decided not to sleep for a day . Yet thinking that I have got an event from 07 30 at school till 11 45 , then got to rush to Compass Point for work . The next day , I have got to work for 11 hours . How dead will I be . Working for continuously three days . Oh well . I wished I could see baby . But .. Never mind , I don't think he will be free , heh , don't wish to bother him . I think I would take a break after 3 days of work . I would be so dead by then . Sigh . No , no . I got to stay strong , I got to believe that I am going to see baby in no time and not sighing over here . Silly me . I am very weird today , I don't know why is that so . After this post , I shall continue my drama . Most probably I only have less than 5 hours of sleep , damn .

I miss your sweet talks :) ♥

2011-05-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

Some times , I really tried to communicate with you well . I asked and talked you nicely , but all you gave me was your bullshit attitude . Every single time , I seriously tried . I tried to understand you , I tried to talk to you nicely even when you gave me all your bullshit once I started a conversation . What more can you give ? I know you love me . Every night I would say , ' Good night , I love you ' . Every morning when I see you leaving the door , off to work , I would say , ' Bye bye , take care and love you ' . What more do you want ? I really tried . You never know how broken I am now . I always tried to talk to you properly even when you gave me your attitude . I don't know why , you don't seem to talk to them like this . It only occur on me , why , why only me ? I know , I always take money from daddy . But I have got my reasons , I don't take for nothing . I have to admit I do spend money on useless things at times , my fault for that . Yet , why , why am I always the bullseye ? I really want to communicate well with you . Every time I tried , disappointment is what I would get . Now I am over here tearing . Do you know that ? No , you don't . I have to admit at times when I talk back , my fault . I ain't bearing any grudges or taking any revenge . Just some times , I am really tired of trying again and again to talk to you nicely when all you gave was craps . I really wanted to shout I love you . I promised you for your Mothers' Day present that I would do well for my exams . I did it . It is coldness that I feel when I talk to you . Maybe , you are showing your love in a way I don't know ? I seriously don't know you . I tried to understand you , I tried to know you well . Yet I realised , you are becoming a stranger to me . A stranger that I tried to love , show my love that you would like for you , yet all I got back was a broken heart and tears . I am still trying , I will not give up still . Sorry for turning away from you just now . I merely just asked you for a favour , yet you replied in a manner as if I am a money spender that spend on every useless things and you refused to do me the favour , asking me to get it from him instead . I love you both equally alright . I have to admit that I prefer talking to him to talking to you . Yet it doesn't mean that I love him more than I love you . Both are my parents , I love you both so much . He understands me so well , he control his temper when , he talks to me nicely . You ? All you gave was one word reply , short and hurtful reply , or even not replying at all . You and your special and weird love . I accept that then .

P.S I really love you , don't doubt me , please .

2011-05-26T20:32:00.003+08:00

Today is awesome , met baby after school with his friends for a movie , Kung Fu Panda . The movie was superb , funny and cool . Afterward , we headed to Lan , baby and his friends played Blackshot while I sat beside him seeing him play . We had cup noodles for lunch , then off to buy bubble tea . Took bus to Hougang Interchange with baby , then I took 161 back home while baby walked home .

Silly boy of mine , so awesome \m/

2011-05-24T14:07:00.003+08:00

Have been busy working lately , that was why I did not post for the past few days . I did not really have time for my boy as well . I also have been making him worry about me when I work as I would always get myself hurt . That sweet boy of mine . Oh well , yesterday was awesome and fun . Had paper checking first , then headed to Changi Airport Terminal 3 for a Math Trial . The Math Trial was okay . Afterward , headed to Compass Point to meet my sister as I needed her to pass me my clothing to change then headed off to meet my boy at Serangoon . After both of us met , we headed to City Hall to meet the others , baby's ex-classmates . Had dinner together , then headed to Esplanade . Waited for the others to come , then went into the concert hall . The performance from Singapore Chinese Girls' School was awesome . We headed to the stage door to meet their ex-classmate which was performing earlier on . Had a talk , picture taking . Then headed home .

No one knows me better than you do .

2011-05-20T09:23:00.003+08:00

If one day I died before you do , what will you do ?

Well , thanks to my body clock , I am now awake and that I cannot continue my sleep . I don't know why I am feeling so .. Mixed up now .. As in , I have got a lot things to say , but I have no one to go to . Damn it , I cannot stop crying .. Sigh . How self-centered can I be . I hate to say this , but hey , I bloody hate myself for last night . I am just a self-centered bitch . Damn it , seriously , just damn it . I would seriously hope baby can make it to my house tomorrow . Pray god that there wouldn't be any last minute change for him . I have so much feelings juggling inside me and I cannot let it out . Tears kept falling , how can I stop it . I don't wish to go to work with reddish swollen eyes . Oh well , will be working later on . Hope everything would go fine and that tomorrow baby is able to meet me at my house . Shall update blog tomorrow . Bye , people :)

I just wished we could spend more time together . I miss your sweet texts .

2011-05-19T23:22:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . I have just finished bathing , currently with my wet hair . Gosh , so hungry . I guess I shall quickly go to sleep in no time . There is work for me tomorrow as well . Tired much . My body clock woke me up at 06 40 this morning . I hope it wouldn't wake me up the next morning . I am seriously dead tired . I am preparing for a deadly war during work tomorrow , I am sure to be tired death . Damn . I have just yawned , haha . I shall go sleep in no time after my hair dries up . I am seriously super tired . Good night , people ! :)

2011-05-18T16:47:00.001+08:00

Hello , people . I am back for more post . My last paper ended at 09 15 today , the relieved feeling was really awesome . Oh well , shall wait for my results . Hope it would be a nice one . This week started off badly for me , screw it upside down . I ain't letting it happen anymore . Be it I don't know how to think or whatever it is that caused it , I am at fault . It is time everything should change thoroughly , yes , everything . Also to ensure that everything in the past wouldn't happen anymore . I would bet there would be more obstacles to come . I will let it find me , I would never find for it anymore . Damn , was totally broken and upset for what I have done stupidly . I shouldn't have been so stubborn and foolish . Screw my brain for what I was thinking at that point of time . Just screw it , seriously . After all , when everything was done , I guess yesterday's talk on the phone was awesome and sweet . You wanted to care , you wanted to love , yet I stopped you from that by complaining how suffocated I am . I guess , it was all false . Words of anger , words came out without thinking through properly . Blah , just screw it . I don't know why , I am still having a heavy heart . Down here , wondering what caused it . In the actual fact , I don't know why am I feeling like this , I don't think I would want to know either . Maybe I am thinking too much over some weird stuffs or is it that I feel empty without him , I don't know , frankly . I guess I am just being emotionally weird now , haha . I hope I would be fine in no time . Will be out for a run later , hope the weather would get better . Will be working with my girlfriend tomorrow . Hope I would do well for it , I don't want to get sacked for my first job . Just want to earn money so I wouldn't suffocate with money , also that I wouldn't wish to add burden to him . I feel as if I am a burden to him , all these while . I just hope everything would go fine after this post . I thought it through , I brainwashed myself . I know what I want now . I would seriously hope everything would go fine , pray god .
Because it is you , me and us . You know , I miss your random hugs from behind :)

2011-05-14T23:59:00.005+08:00

Gosh , thank god . Blogger is fine now . Was like waiting for it from yesterday till now as I have seriously got a lot to talk . Oh well , have just reached home not long ago . An enjoyable day out with baby and friends . Nothing much happened the past few days , just that I was emotionally unstable and had no one to go to actually . Did not cried , just that I don't really feel good . The papers that I had done were all fine , hope it wouldn't go wrong when I get back my results on the 23rd . Two more papers to go . I shall seriously spend tomorrow revising for it . I guess I regretted my last action today , I seriously did . Yet it is too late to regret . But thanks to baby who made me smile with his goodbye kiss . I must seriously control my tears from now on , even when I want to cry , I would seriously hold it . Oh well , I think I shall go enjoy my night using my Macbook then tomorrow would be a day without using it . Haha , take care people , bye ! :)

我真的累了。我尽力了。但你们一个个都一直不要接受我。不，我不怪你们。一直以来，都是我的错吗？我并不这样认为。我真的尽力了，我改了，我变了。我以不是以前的我。你们还想要我怎样？我一直都不说我的苦衷，我一直都再尝试，做的更好，让你们接受我。我一直以来都在笑。我当做我什么都不知道，当做我很好，一直在笑。但每当我踏进那里，你们给我的感觉是我不属于那里。我终于想要放弃了。我真的尽力了。这以不是我的问题了，是在于你们，不再是我的问题了。真的，不是我了。。

Hello , baby :) Missed me ? Are you stalking me ? Haha , never mind , I like ! :p Oh well , I miss you so much . I want to hug you leh , hee ♥

2011-05-02T17:57:00.001+08:00

I miss camwhoring with you , idiot ♥

Hello , people . This will be the last post I would be posting before MYE starts . Oh well , I got to study hard and do my best for MYE . I am happy the past few days , I would be sure my next few days would also be awesome . Currently having my early dinner . And also asking that silly boy some question . He really makes me blur at times , lol . After dinner , planned to do my development for my Design and Technology . Okay , I am lost . Never mind , I shall just try my best to do what I can . Bye , people . I guess I would not get distracted after the sight without laptop .
I realised I trust no one but you . Yes , my answer ? You trust me , isn't it ? :') Tears are at the edge of falling

2011-05-01T18:06:00.004+08:00

Hello , people . Basically , today was just a day for me to rot and mug , and also to meet baby for awhile . Had 8 hours of sleep , waking up at 9 in the morning . Had breakfast , watched some shows on the television . Baby text me around 12 , had a change then headed to meet him . Met him for awhile , chat about some stuffs and also planned what we will do after exams . Baby is coming to my house after his exams to accompany me . Awesome baby , hee . And also , our 20th will be spent at my house with me mugging while baby accompanying me . Cool , haha . Sweet baby of mine . Headed home for a nap next . Rested for an hour , then had my early dinner . I am currently rotting over here , deciding to do my homework after this Ice Age ended . Waiting for baby's text as well , I would guess he is currently watching his show online . Oh well , I shall watch my show . Bye , people , all the best for your MYE :)
I trust US ♥

2011-04-29T17:51:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . I am currently having my dinner , planning to sleep early today . I decided to study hard and sleep at 10 in the night everyday . School was fine today . Was glad that I did well for my A Math test and Standardised Test . After school , went to buy a drink then meet baby outside his house to pass it to him . Met him for a few minutes then he got to go as he was not feeling well and need some rest . That silly boy of mine , took the few minutes out just to meet me , yet feeling so unwell . Seeing him like this , it hurts my heart . How I wished I was there for him , to take care of him . Argh .. Oh well , afterward , I headed home by bus with baby accompanying me on phone . After I reached home , I watch some horror and supernatural show and movie with my mummy . It was really cool . Called baby afterward , he sounded so tired and weak . Sigh , I miss him :( Oh well , shall get going and complete my homework asap . Bye , people !
Baby .. :( Wo hen xiang ni ♥ Get well soon uh , I want to see you soon ..

2011-04-28T19:14:00.005+08:00

Hello , people . I am currently having my dinner . Baby is down with fever , sigh . I miss him so much , wished that I was there with him at the clinic earlier on . Though chatting with him on phone was really awesome just now , I would seriously hope with a snap of my fingers , I would be right beside him lending him my shoulders and hugging him . Most probably would be meeting him tomorrow to see him and also to get him some drink that will him less heaty . That silly boy of mine , I got to nag at him every now and then to drink plenty of water . Hope he does not find me noisy , lol . Oh well , lessons were fine today . Except for the dead bird with maggots in it that I saw during my P.E lesson . Damn it , my first time seeing maggots . I got goosebumps . Screw it much , the thought of it makes me feel disgusted . Oh well , after school , I headed home straight , had a short conversation with baby before his paper as he called me saying he miss me . After his paper , he told me he was sick halfway through the examination and he was worried about tomorrow as he will be taking his English paper . Sigh , I am worried for my silly guy . Hope he gets well real soon ♥ Bye , people . I shall go get my things done .
I think I want to marry you ;) Silly baby , get well real soon alright , see you tomorrow ♥

2011-04-27T19:38:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . I am back . Privated my blog the few days back for some reasons . The past few days were alright , nothing much to elaborate about . Normal school day with my special guy with me all the time in my mind and heart . Haha . Will not be meeting my silly boy till my exams end . I am sure to miss him very much . Oh well , school today was okay . First 3 hours , sitting in the Design and Technology room really makes my eyes feeling so heavy , wanting to close my eyes so desperately . Thank god , I did not . Afterward was recess , sat with my beloved teammates and friends . After clearing my biscuits together , I went back to class . Today's Surds Test was being postponed to tomorrow . Everyone was cheering for the announcement made . A Math homework is now done , left with 2 undone Structures worksheets and also revision for tomorrow's test . Good luck to me and also to my silly boy whose first paper is starting on tomorrow . Bye , people . All the best to the ones who are having their papers soon and also to others in everything they do .
Hey , baby . Good luck and all the best for all your papers okay :) You make me smile ♥

2011-04-26T20:53:00.001+08:00

Hi , I love you :)

2011-04-23T17:10:00.003+08:00

You are the first guy which made me miss you so much till an extend I cried :( :/ ♥

2011-04-22T23:34:00.002+08:00

I will never let you go ♥

Just got back home not long ago . Today was really awesome with baby and friends . Met baby at 10 in the morning , then headed to Paya Lebar to meet the others . Headed to Pasir Ris then , went to Wild Wild Wet . We played from 12 to 4 plus in the evening . Baby got some scratches when he was trying to save me when there was strong wave as we were at the 1.5m - 1.8m high region . I have got no float , so I hang on to baby's one . Poor baby , so silly of him . Always get injured due to me . I think he would seriously risk his life for me if there is a need . I am glad to know that , yet I don't want him to do so . So yeah , I was super hungry till an extend I got gastric when the time was 4 . So yeah , went for a bathe then had Popeye's for our late lunch . Afterward , we decided to go play pool . Took bus to Hougang , went to Kpool , yet it was full-house . Baby left his name and number , we then left . Cabbed to Serangoon next , went to slack about with baby's friends . They are funny , lol . We randomly talked about some ghost stories , was like damn scary . That silly boy of mine shouted out of a sudden and that seriously nearly shocked me to death , I cried . He was like super sorry , silly him . So on and so forth , he shouted randomly again . I was again , shocked , yet I laughed . Haha , my funny boyfriend . We then went to a coffee shop to get some things , and also a nearby Macdonald as I need the toilet . Went to slack a little while more , then baby and I cabbed home as I was not feeling well .
I realised how awesome you can be , how caring and loving you can be . You this silly funny boy , you may joke , wink at other girls . Still , I know deep down inside you , no one can replace me . You don't know how wonderful you are , my dear boy . I love you so much ♥

2011-04-21T20:40:00.003+08:00

My strength , and also my weakness ♥

Well , well . Hello , people . Lessons were fine today , just some small problems . Nothing much , PE was fun as I had a nice talk with my teacher . So yeah , after school , headed to Seng Kang Polyclinic for some reasons . Headed home to change afterward then meet baby outside his house for a random talk , haha . Had so much fun , seriously miss those times when we were together alone with none others . Went home around 7 . I am now doing my homework , shall complete it soon . I shall get busy with it , bye , people ! :)
I made a promise to myself , not to contact you via cyber . It do us no good :)

2011-04-20T19:34:00.004+08:00

Funny me ? LOL

Hello , people . I am now struggling with an A Math new chapter , craps . Oh well , I shall not give up . Hmmm .. School was fine , after school , headed to Serangoon with friends , then I headed off to meet baby . He said he would come out late , so I sat at one void deck , doing my homework . When he came out with friends , we headed to Nex to have KFC for lunch . Super full after eating . Afterward , all of us headed home . Nothing much though . Planned to visit the Polyclinic today , yet I failed to . Oh well , I shall do it tomorrow .
Idiot , I miss those times .

2011-04-19T19:04:00.001+08:00

We are not robots , sucker ._.

2011-04-18T19:11:00.003+08:00

Let me be your one and only , forever ♥

Hello , people . I have not been posting for days , anyone missed me ? Haha , being random . Oh well , have just done bathing not long ago . Shall start on my homework soon . Lessons were fine , Elective Module as well , it is the last lesson we will be having . The past few lessons were really fun and great . After Elective Module , went for training . Super slack , did not play 5 on 5 as there was no time left . So yeah , when the school bell goes , all of us were released and we headed home . I headed home alone . The past few days were fine as well , nothing much to update about . Normal day with baby around , so yeah . Bye , people ! Take care .
You do care :)

2011-04-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

An awesome guy ; ♥

2011-04-14T19:42:00.004+08:00

Hello , people . Was too busy the past few days . Had Chinese Oral today , like wow . Lessons were fine the past few days . Things got better . nothing much to worry about . Had spelling today as well . NAPFA 5 stations were also held today . Sit ups nearly got me killed , did it during yesterday's training and now my teacher randomly tell our class we will be having our 5 stations today . So yeah , did quite well , I think ? I hope I would get a gold overall . After taking my oral , I went to meet my friends . Just some chit chatting and joke-about session . Afterward , had our dinner , then he and I took train home .
Everyone has their flaws and weakness :)

2011-04-11T22:15:00.000+08:00

Hello , people . I have just got back home not long ago , today was a nonstop yawning day for me . Slept at 3am in the morning yesterday . Went out studying after school , skipped Elective Module and training . Craps , did not really feel good for missing both , yet , did not really regret skipping it huh . So yeah , had lunch before studying . Oh well , nothing much to post about for today . Bye , people .
Good luck to me tomorrow , hope to get some job .

2011-04-10T20:05:00.002+08:00

Oh well , I have just got back home not long ago . Feeling kind of troubled now due to some problems that occurred earlier on . Shall not elaborate much on it . Today was fine , just some how some what , I ruined the day once again . I hate to say so , but yeah , me again . Woke up at 10am in the morning , watched shows , bathe , had breakfast then off to Compass Point to get some stuffs . Headed to Serangoon to meet baby and friends to study . Afterward , went to Kpool in Hougang Plaza . Played for a few hours then had our dinner together . After our dinner , we went to Hougang Mall's Timezone . baby played a game then we went to Hougang MRT Station to make our way home . Four of us went our separate ways then .
We quarreled twice due to her , maybe it's me :(

2011-04-09T23:43:00.004+08:00

(Many more on Facebook ♥ )

Today's team outing is awesome ! Seriously , awesomeness ! (Y) I want to have another outing soon man , seriously cannot wait for another . Shall make it short , went sun-tanning then played in the sea , kayaking next . Kayaking was really awesome , I am a first-timer , I learnt many new things , haha . After Kayaking , we washed up then headed to Vivo City's Cotton On . Bought a new shorts , then left as I went to meet baby and his friend . Just reached home not long ago . It feels much better after talking things out .
I know , I will trust you ♥

2011-04-08T21:40:00.004+08:00

Fly , fly up up and away . With only you by my side ♥

Hello , people ! I am now back home , I cannot stop yawning on my way back home . I seriously cannot wait for the outing tomorrow with my awesome team and seniors . I cannot bear to see this team just go like this , I wished we were always and forever a team . I really shared a lot experience with this lovable team , happy , sad , angry and even tough obstacles . Promises I made , I somehow did fulfill it . So yeah , do wait for my post tomorrow alright . May not upload the pictures here , most probably in Facebook . Today was fine , lessons were great . Have got many homework to complete . Hope I can make it , rushing to complete it on Sunday . After lessons , headed home for lunch and had a change , then headed to Compass Point to meet my teammates as we were having our 2.4 run today as we missed it on Wednesday due to our match . So yeah , met them up , walked to Anchorvale Community Club , along our way there , saw other teammates . We headed there together than , joke and laughed about . When we reached , we camwhore , then we waited for our turn to run . We got our number tag according to our jersey number , kind of cool . Got to book the number tag as it have got a system to take our timing from the point we start till we end . No way to cheat , haha . Actually thought of cheating , but it's okay , managed to complete my run without really slacking . After our run , we took a long break to catch a breath . Sweat dripping , perspiration , tired much . We headed to Macdonald then , bought a cup of Iced Milo to replenish myself , haha . We then walked to 260 basketball court . A long walk , yet an awesome one . Camwhoring , talk craps , laughed about , heart to heart talk and many more awesome things . We are one bonded team , it's fate which brought us together . I am so going to cherish every moment with my beloved girls . I left first as I have got family dinner . Got home , had a bathe , then waited for my family to get prepared . Headed to Serangoon for our dinner . Was so hungry , since 1.30 in the noon till 7 in the evening , I had nothing , only a cup of Iced Milo . After our dinner , we cabbed home . Was freezing to death in the cab , seriously . Once I got in the cab , I got goosebumps . Something was kind of missing . Yes , my special someone . Oh well , my bad though . Shall not talk about it , nothing much . It was my fault in the first place in any way . My dad , mum and younger brother alight first as my sister and I headed to Compass Point to get some things . Afterward , we headed home , joking and teasing each other . On our way home , I met my primary school vice principal . Had a nice talk with her , she is really nice . To think that I used to curse her inside out , hating her for scolding me at times . I was immature , I was real young . Oh well , I love life . I love everyone around me , especially you . Yes , you , you know who you are . I shall got and get some sleep in no time . Bye , people , take care yeah . I seriously cannot wait for tomorrow ! (Y)
I wanted to have a good night call . No , I know , you are still pissed off . Sorry , I was paranoid and annoying . I still love you as much , always and forever . I seriously got to trust you more , more than how you trust me . You did nothing that killed me . I did many things that killed you . I am sorry , I really am . Hope to see you soon , my dear . Iloveyou , sweetheart ♥

2011-04-07T18:06:00.003+08:00

My lovable and awesome team ♥

Hello , people . Sorry for not posting yesterday , was super duper tired after our tournament and our team dinner . I love the small card that my senior did for each and everyone in our team . she is awesome . Each and everyone of us are awesome . We won yesterday's game , a happy ending , our victory , together as one . We won by 7 , I would bet we all played our best . After the game , all of us headed to Jalan Kayu to have prata . Superb full afterward . Next , we went to have Selegie Soya Bean . Wow , that made us more full . We went to an alley next , planned to take a funny video , due to the dark sky and all the funny things we did to distract and make others laugh , we decided to head home as we still got an outing on this Saturday . I seriously cannot wait till this Saturday come , I would bet it would be an awesome one ! After we reached Compass Point around 8 , all of us headed our own way . I headed to Popular to get some things , the queue was super long . Have got no choice but to wait and get it bought . Reached home around 8.45 , was super tired after everything . Wanted to get some sleep yet I have got many homework not yet complete . So yeah , tried to complete my work asap , yet it seems like I cannot make it , so I headed to bad first , chatted on the phone with baby and his friend for a short while , then went to sleep . Today was fine , woke up early in the morning with an urge not to attend school . Still , I forced myself up then went for a wash up . Had my breakfast then headed to school . Lessons were fine , had a talk with my teacher . Basically , all my teachers are superb , I love them so much . After school , headed home .I screwed something up when I was on my way home . Damn me , craps . So yeah , it was settled then . Was doing my homework once I reach home till now , I am having my dinner . Oh well , I just hope I could meet my boy soon .
If I ever let you go , hold me tight and never let me leave you ♥

2011-04-05T20:57:00.002+08:00

Hello , people . Firstly , I would like to wish my beloved senior , Joyce , a happy birthday . Secondly , I shall start crapping about what happened today . Actually , nothing much . Was super tired today , thanks to last night . The craps I got myself into . Slept around 1 in the middle of the night . So yeah , lessons were fine . After lessons , when I walked out of my school . She was there , saying ' Make my eyes spoil only . My eye hurts , later my whole eye ball drop out or melt (something like that , don't really remember what she said). ' (lying on the other shoulder) Walking past her , I just smirked and sort of looked at her then turned away . The other telling her that I kind of stared at her , so she shouted ' Stare lan la ' . I just walked away smiling , haha . Not that I am coward , I just don't wish to waste my time on them . Not worth for me to do so , getting pissed off with some worthless people . I don't expect everyone to like me though , I can accept that people dislike me , it is okay . I have got my weakness . Everyone does , everyone have also got their good points . So yeah , told my friend what happened , she was like , ' Whut ?! ' I was like , lol , it is okay man . I ain't bothered . Oh well , shall continue my third draft for my english composition . Bye , people .
I may pissed you off , I may make you smile , I may make you cry , I may scold you . Still , remember that I will always love you no matter what . You will always me my one and only , silly ♥

2011-04-03T21:05:00.007+08:00

Hello , people . I am back home from Changi . Had BBQ with my uncle and his friends earlier on . Met baby in the morning to study . I left early as I need to go with my uncle . So yeah , nothing much to post about . Pictures uploaded :)
People may say I am naive . To be frank , I would give up my life just for you , my dear ♥

2011-04-02T22:32:00.002+08:00

Currently playing Wahjong on Viwawa . Kind of bored currently as baby headed home not long ago as he came my house earlier on . Met baby on the afternoon , I had my lunch first , we then went to Hougang Plaza to play pool . Afterward , we headed to my house to have a talk . I cried again , argh . Okay , after the long heart to heart talk , I sent baby down to cab home as it was very late and that he may get scoldings . So yeah , today is really awesome with my silly boy .
Seriously , at times when I thought of it , I really find myself foolish . Never would I want to let go , never ♥

2011-04-01T23:11:00.002+08:00

Hello , people . My wireless connection has worsen , it caused me not being able to use my laptop last night . Oh well , shall not let it bother me . Glad that I can surf the internet now . Today was fine , had a tournament against Jurong West . Well game even though we lost . Headed back to school after the game , had some bread , then headed to the basketball court for training . Was super tired during the training , did not even have the strength to run fast , can only jog . After training , headed to a basketball court nearby my school with my seniors , slack awhile , then headed home alone . Did not really contact baby through phone as we were both busy . What a busy girl I am , I don't really have time for baby . Sigh , kind of neglect him at times , always not having the time to meet him when he wanted to . What a bad girlfriend , argh . Oh well , shall not let it bother me , I believe my boy would understand . Shall get some rest after a tiring day . Good night , people .
If you came earlier , we could have won the game . No , I don't blame you , I just find it a waste . A good game though :)

2011-03-30T20:19:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . There is something wrong with my wireless connection yesterday night so I failed to post . Hmmm .. Yesterday was fine , we had a game against Dunman Sec , we lost . All of us were not on form . Oh well , I am sure we wouls play well for our next few games . Lost my wallet yesterday , FML seriously . Yesterday was a total bullshit . Gah , forget it . I ain't going to remember anything yesterday , lol . Let bygones be bygones . I am going to stay optimistic from now on and smile always . Haha . As for today , lessons were fine . Had training afterward . Training was quite fun and a little tiring running here and there . After training , headed home . Received a shocking news from my silly baby , haha . Like awesome only , make me laugh in the first place .
My boyfriend , was once the one who makes me upset . My boyfriend , is now the one who would walk through everything with me and never leave me . My boyfriend makes me smile , I am proud to have him ♥

2011-03-28T19:23:00.002+08:00

Hello , people . Sorry for not updating yesterday , due to me rushing my D & T . Yesterday was really a tiring day , woke up at 9am in the morning . Did my D & T all the way till 1.30 whereby I headed to Hougang Mall to meet my friend to pass him his things , then headed to baby's house next to pass him his earpiece . Had s short talk with baby then he headed home due to some reasons , so I took bus home afterward . Had a short nap then continued to rush my D & T . Revised for my A Math around 10 , then had a chat on phone with baby . Went to sleep afterward . Today was fine , had elective module after school . Kind of bored , played ice and water when the class was ending . Went for training afterward . I am now having my dinner , will be doing my homework later on . Bye , people ! Take care , shall update tomorrow .
You are wonderful . Love you ^^

2011-03-26T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hello , people . My tummy nearly killed me earlier on . Oh well , let's start from the morning . I woke up early in the morning at 6 , prepared then wake-up called baby at 6.16 . Afterward , I headed to meet baby at the MRT platform at Hougang . After we met , we headed to Serangoon to meet baby's friend . Baby passed him his things , then we had Macdonald for breakfast . The breakfast we had was awesome , hah . Okay , everything with baby will never fail to be awesome . After our breakfast , we headed to my house . When we were at home , baby was so engrossed with my PSP . He started playing while I headed for a nap . Was about to sleep then that dumbdumb came beside me to ask me accompany him . Haha , adorable him . I wanted to continue my nap in the first place , yet when I see his adorable face , I woke up and accompany him . After his game , we headed for a nap . Silly baby of mine . I woke up first , tried to called that pig up , yet failed as expected . So I went for a wash up , then had my late breakfast , homemade spaghetti . I woke baby up when I finished my food . He had spaghetti as well , then we headed to Compass Point to meet our friends . We first went to arcade , baby and friends played Maximum Tune while I sat beside them to watch their game . We headed to Hougang Plaza afterward to play pool without baby as he wanted to meet his friends first . So yeah , we headed there and start the game . The games were super fun , I like . We waited for baby and his friends for quite some time , when they reached , we closed our table and went to play a fishing game . Was shocked when I get to know it can earn money . So yeah , stood aside watching my friend play . Afterward , we headed back to Compass Point to meet other friends . Went to Kopitiam to have our dinner , went to shop about then headed home with baby .
It feels so good to have someone to care about you always ; ♥

2011-03-25T21:11:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . I finally got back my phone , am so happy . I am currently doing my homework . Lessons were fine , somehow tired during the last lesson , yet I managed to prevent myself from sleeping by drinking plenty of water . No link , lol . It works for me though . After school , had lunch then headed to Aljunied to watch my juniors' match . It was a nice game , kind of exciting . After the game , went back school for training . Had much fun , running here and there , playing 5 on 5 and others . After the training , headed home . Was on phone with baby , I miss him . Oh well , shall continue doing my homework . There will be an outing for my friends and I tomorrow , hope I would enjoy it . Bye , people , take care ! :)

2011-03-23T19:34:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . I am now having dinner , was super hungry after training . Lessons were fine , A Math did not really killed me braincells this time round , instead , I enjoyed it . Haha , I think I am crazy . Oh well , had assembly today . It was fine , kind of fun . Afterward , headed for lunch in the canteen then went for training . Training was fine , headed home afterward . Walked to Compass Point with my senior , then we went our separate ways when she got her bubble tea . Shall start on my homework after my homework after my dinner . Bye , people ! :)
After all , all I have got to do is tolerate and control . Simple .

2011-03-22T19:38:00.004+08:00

Hello , people . Today is fine , lessons were fine . After school , met baby and his friends at Nex , was very happy to see baby . So yeah , had lunch together then went to slack about . Climbing staircase was a torture for me today as my thigh hurts due to yesterday's squats my class did during the Elective Module . Approximately more than 100 times without a proper warm up stretching . Baby piggyback me when we were going down a long staircase . Awww .. Seriously , it is very sweet of him . Afterward , all of us headed home . I took bus home , as well as baby . We took different bus though . Was messaging baby on my way home . After I reached home , I had a rest then head my dinner . After my dinner , I started on my homework . There is D and T tomorrow , I am going to be so dead , like seriously dead . Arghhhhhhhhhh .
Baby , I am lucky to have you . Don't leave me okay :)

2011-03-21T19:23:00.003+08:00

Ugly me , lol :)

I am just done with bathing and I am now having my dinner . Today was fine , I miss baby . Awake early in the morning , like super tired , felt like sleeping . So yeah , headed to school with my girlfriend , talked about some stuffs . In school , lessons were normal , nothing much happened . After school , had Elective Module , attend it and I am now having a red thigh thanks to Instructor Jasmine . Haha , it was super fun . Afterward , I headed to basketball court to have training . Super fun , I sweat a lot , hee . After training , headed back home with seniors . My seniors are so fun and nice . Hope to see baby tomorrow after school then , I miss his hugs and I miss lying on his shoulders :(
My day is kind of dull without you .

2011-03-20T21:48:00.002+08:00

Hello , people ! Today is somehow awesome after all . In the afternoon , everything were just craps , yet afterward , things got better . Went to salon and trimmed my hair while baby had a hair cut . Headed to my house then . I seriously love the talk I had with baby , it is so sweet of him to say some things that I never did expect . After the talk , accompanied baby home as I wanted to . Headed home afterward , was msging baby on my way home . Had my dinner once I reached home , so yeah , I am now going to sleep in no time as there is school tomorrow . Damn it , I must go on diet and so on . Argh , I am gaining weight . Hell , okay . I am crazy . Okay , whatever . Bye , people , haha :D

2011-03-19T20:17:00.004+08:00

Hello , people . I just got home not long ago . Had my dinner with my pretty friend , had a nice and long talk with her as we did not meet up for quite some time . So yeah , met my friends today to do my homework , halfway through , baby called and asked if we wanted to play pool . My friend and I headed to Hougang Plaza to meet them up then . Played a few games , I can say I did improve a little , haha . Afterward , headed back to Compass Point with my pretty friend , had our dinner together talking about this and that . Walked around Compass Point then , walked home after everything . Oh well , I am missing baby's hug .
Baby , hope to see you tomorrow . I am seriously missing your hugs :)

2011-03-18T19:15:00.004+08:00

♥

Today is awesome , played around 4 games . North Zone All Stars girls are awesomely superb , they rocks max okay . Had a fun day with them today , enjoyed today with them . After everything , went to Causeway Point with my friend while my senior went back to Seng Kang with another friend . Had a talked with my friend on our way home from Causeway Point , quite a nice talk though . Got to know some things that I seriously have to tone down on , and the way I played basketball when I was in secondary one totally sucks to the max . People may dislike me when I am on court , but this does not means that I ain't a good person . People can judge me for who I am when I am on court , but this does not mean that I am the same off court . For whatever it is , I am me . I am willing to change for the better , yet if you guys judge me with childish comments , I will never entertain you , so be it for whatever you all say . I may not know you guys , yet this does not mean that I do not know anything . Things would eventually come to people's ears . So yeah , whatever it is , I will not get upset over the clapping of hands when I got fouled out . I will just accept it and that is just some childish acts of you guys , I ain't entertaining it .
Life is like this , accept some useful comments , learn from it and change . Do not get bothered by it as it is normal for people to judge you . Still , for some childish acts and useless comments that is put on you , just let it go :)

2011-03-17T22:00:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . My day was screwed by my tummy , it aches whole day until I had my medicine then had a nap . Feeling much more better now though , tomorrow will be a super tiring day , awesome . Shall update tomorrow yeah . Bye , people :)
Hello , honey . I miss you so much :)

2011-03-15T14:10:00.002+08:00

♥

Basically , today is a day for me to complete my homework asap and as many as I can . Nothing much to post about actually , just simply mugging my homework all day long . Today is the 15th , like wow , another month have past so quickly . Oh well , shall not craps about . Bye , people ! Have a nice day ahead :)
Hello , nice to know you , I never regret knowing you and getting together with you :)

2011-03-14T17:35:00.004+08:00

Hello , people . I am now currently having my dinner . I know it is super early , haha . Still , this is my normal time for my dinner . Woke up at 9.45 , then had my breakfast , headed to baby's house next . Met baby , then off to shop about for his console game . We went to Queensway Shopping Center , found it there , like super happy only . Went to bought some food to consume afterward . Cabbed home then , baby went my house and we talked about what happened on the cab . After talking things out , we felt better so yeah , baby cabbed home . He should be busy with his game right now as well as he is charging his phone . Hope he would enjoy his new game , hee . Oh well , I shall go complete my homework asap , seriously asap and as many as possible . Good luck to me , bye people ! :)
See you on Thursday , honey ! I LOVE YOU :D Take care and I am sure it has started to kill much boredom of yours . Enjoy your game , dumbdumb . I appreciate everything today , thank you :)

2011-03-13T18:47:00.003+08:00

My shirt is super big :/

Hello , people . I am currently having my dinner . Today was awesome , spending the whole morning till afternoon at baby's house . Like super great only , first time spending time at baby's house , just two of us , though his family members were there . They are nice , just so great . Had my lunch at baby's house , then went to his game room , talked about some stuffs and yeah , I got to know something during the chat . Was very glad to know about it , awww .. Headed home afterward , baby continued playing his xBox . Started on my chinese homework as I was stucked there for quite a period of time . Bathed at 6.30 , then here I am eating . Shall blog about tomorrow .. Bye , people :)
How awful will life be without you ? :/ I never want it that way okay :)

2011-03-12T21:01:00.006+08:00

It is you :)

Just got home not long ago . Was super tired last night that is why I did not blog yesterday . The camp at Malaysia was awesome man . The trainers are super fun . Nothing much to blog about the camp though , later you guys jealous . Lol . Got back home around 6 yesterday , bathe , then off to meet baby . Chat with him for a moment then headed back home . Reached home at 9.45 . Went to sleep then , woke up at 10.15 today . Rot at home then off to meet baby at 3.30 . Headed to Nex to have our lunch cum dinner . Slacked about , then went to baby house because I need the toilet . Haha , headed home afterward . I am now rotting , shall have a bathe in no time . Days are more awesome with baby around me , I love him much .Bye , people :)
You idiot , silly (L) Thank you again and again , for giving me chances . Sorry for what I have put you through , please don't give up half way . Iloveyou :)

2011-03-07T22:55:00.003+08:00

Hello , people . I am going to be away for the next few days , don't miss me too much okay . Today was great , met baby after school as I have not met him for approximately a week . So yeah , met him just now , had much fun with him . Afterward , headed home and had my dinner , then started packing my camping bag . Awesome shit , I am so going to miss my bed , and obviously baby . Oh well , shall go sleep in no time now . Super tired , shag . Bye , people , see you guys soon . Take care :)
I love you , honey , take care alright . Hug you tight , see you soon , Today is really an awesome day :)

2011-03-06T16:43:00.002+08:00

Are we ? :)

Just got back home from Rivervale Mall , met my friend earlier on , to study and complete my homework . Had lunch together , then waited for her boyfriend to knock off from work , sent them to the train , then headed back home alone . Nothing much to update about though , just feeling so empty down here .
Hi , I miss you :)

2011-03-05T21:24:00.002+08:00

Currently dead worried , nothing I can do now . Feeling so helpless , just sit and wait for news . I am waiting , just waiting helplessly .

2011-03-05T12:11:00.003+08:00

Todat is going to be a happy day , meeting baby tomorrow . Cannot wait to see him can . I chose to be happy instead of sad , like wow . Okay , hope to see baby real soon , after a sleep later on at night , and when I wake up , I will be seeing baby in an hour time , happy much . Time please fly passed fast , real fast , thank you . Oh well , shall go out with friends later on to clear all my A Math doubts .
Baby ! I survived ! :D What about you ? Got miss me not ? ^^V

2011-03-04T16:12:00.003+08:00

You made it beautiful ;)

Just got back home not long ago , what a long walk . Going to sleep in no time , waiting for my hair to dry , super tired . Baby is now having camp , will be seeing him on Sunday . I am sure going to miss him . Lessons were fine , nothing much to update about things in school . Had our semi-finals today , awesome game yet we lost by 18 points . I believe we did our best . Girls , remember , we are a team , we blame no one okay . Together everyone achieve more , we can do it . Headed back to school after the game , then registered for my IC . Aftermath , headed home .
You this dumbdumb , take good care of yourself okay . Do not worry about me , I will take good care of myself . Always so worried about me , tsk . Heh , love you ! :D

2011-03-03T20:37:00.003+08:00

(L)

Awesome , daddy got me a new mattress , mummy got me a new watch and maybe a wallet . Baby got me crazy , haha . I love my family members , baby is included in my family ! Winks * Hee , happy much . Baby made things right once again . Oh well , lessons were fine . After lesson , my class was supposed to go to Anchorvale's Wetland , yet it was raining heavily , so we were stucked in the Macdonalds for a long period of time . Afterward , headed back school with my friend . Took our bag that is left in the staff room , then I headed for training , coach was talking on some defend statics . Afterward , rushed to meet baby as he need something , yet it is with me . So yeah , cabbed down to meet him , then we headed to my house . Talked about some stuffs , then we just like teasing each other . Super fun only , hahah . Baby is adorable . Baby headed home at 7 while I went to have a bathe . Called baby after my bathe , then had my dinner . That funny boy , fell asleep during the bus trip . Oh well , shall start on my homework now . Bye , people ! ;)
You are unique for being who you are , I love you and only you (: I ain't going to be the past time me . Days were really fun after the patch up , I believe days will continue to be fun still . We both believe , isn't it ? And yes , I will and am changing for the better . You will be my only one , honey (L)

2011-03-01T19:57:00.002+08:00

Ah huh , that is better ;p

Today was fine , just somehow bored . Did not get to meet baby today , felt kind of bad , yet baby made me feel better by talking to me . So sweet of him . Lessons were somehow okay , went home straight after school as I have got homeworks to complete and test to revise . Oh well , hope to meet baby soon .
Baby , you are what I wanted most . Don't ever leave me okay . I may be immature at times , forgive me okay (: I love you

2011-02-28T18:49:00.003+08:00

Hello , all . I have jsut got home not long ago . Today was fine , lesson was fine . The game we had today was awesome , though I was fouled out . Sorry to my teammates for losing my temper today , not really losing , just a little pissed off with the referee . Now that we are in the semi-finals , we have to work harder for it okay , I believe we can do it . After today's game , we headed back to school and I had outdoor cooking with my classmates . Like awesome only , the food is nice . After the outdoors cooking , went for training . Haha , had much fun , I laughed my ass out . Today is fun , yet empty . That idiot is not with me , awww .. Hope he gets well soon and I hope that I could see him tomorrow . I want to hug him tight .
Baby , wo miss ni ):

2011-02-27T01:45:00.004+08:00

I will stay with you no matter what happen (L)

Was too tired to blog about yesterday , so I will now start posting about yesterday . Okay , yesterday , was seriously an awesome day with baby , we went out to celebrate his birthday in advance . Firstly , I had training in the morning , rushed home after training then went to meet baby at Hougang Mall's arcade . After meeting him , had our lunch at Kopitiam . Afterward , took MRT to Harbourfront . We went to Golden Village first to check what movies are showing . So baby decided to watch ' I am Number Four ' . We bought the tickets , then went up to Sky Park . Baby rested for a moment as he was tired as well as not feeling well due to sore throat . So yeah , slack a little while . Afterward , went to 7-11 to get febs and mineral water for him . Bought popcorn and some other things that is usually needed in a theatre , we nearly finished the snacks before the movie start . Funny us . The movie was really awesome , enjoyed it much . After the movie , we headed to Nex , to have Texas Chicken for our dinner . After our dinner , we went to Pet Safari . Gosh , the puppies there are so adorable . Took bus home then , chat with baby for awhile before we both went to sleep as we were super tired . As for today , I received the news from baby that he is down with fever . Was damn worried , even though he had already visit the doctor with her sister , I am still worried , so I went to meet him for just some time , not even for five minutes . Despite feeling so weak , baby still came out to meet me . That silly boy of mine , was kind of relieved after seeing him . Hugged him so tight , his body was like so hot . Sigh , I just wished I could be there to take care of him . Oh well , currently doing my homework . Hope baby gets well real soon . Hope to see him on his birthday , I miss that silly boy of mine .
You this dumbdumb , get well soon okay ! Your girlfriend misses you , and she hopes to see you real soon (: Hug you tight , heh ;)

2011-02-25T20:56:00.002+08:00

Just done bathing not long ago , feeling so hungry , do not know what should I eat . Hmmm .. Lessons were fine , released from school at 12.30 yet had training at 3 . So stayed back in school to complete some of my homework . Training was fun , headed to SKCC after training with seniors to clear my doubts for some homework's question as I did not know how to attempt some . Headed back home around 8.15 , rest for a moment , then had a bathe . Cannot wait to meet baby tomorrow .
Oh well , so how is life for you these few days ? I miss you so much , you know ? ;)

2011-02-24T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay , I am a good girl , went straight home after school . Stayed at home to complete my homework , it seriously feels so good with homework done . After completing some of my homework , I went to had a bathe , waited for my younger brother to come home , then headed out for dinner with my family . I ate foods that are spicy , it made my throat suck big time . Thank god that I did not have sore throat . After dinner , headed home first with my grandfather . I am now chatting with baby on Facebook , so fun .
Baby , I cannot wait to see you soon okay ! ;)

2011-02-23T20:02:00.003+08:00

We lost today's match again , there is still hope for us to get into the semi-finals though . In order to get into the semi-finals , we got to win our opponent more than 30 for the next game . All the way , girls . I believe we can do it , babes . Everything will be fine , just do our best . Lessons were fine , Standardise Test was horrible , it was so tough . Everyone was complaining how tough it is , like wow . Had training after the tournament , good game played though . We could do better the next game , we can win . Training was kind of slack as the lightning alert was going on and off . Lol , after training , headed home . Just finished my dinner not long ago , I just miss my boy so much .
Dumbdumb , IMISSYOU LUH ! Tsk ..

2011-02-22T21:28:00.002+08:00

Oh well , things are getting better . I am going to be cheerful from now on , no vulgarities please . I would never fail to slap myself real hard when I scolded one . Red cheeks , haha . Lessons were fine , yet I was very tired . Tried all sorts of way to keep me awake . Stayed back in school after lessons to complete my homework and did revision for tomorrow's Standardise Test . Having tournament tomorrow as well , I am going to give my best . I ain't going to slack or walk in during the game anymore . Babes , I know we can do it , we have still got chance .
Hey baby , I love you . I will walk through everything with you (:

2011-02-21T20:52:00.002+08:00

Okay , phone confiscated , awesome or what ? Oh well , I blame no one though . Lessons were fine , training was a total slack . I left earlier as I have to meet daddy to get my bank book , I lost my previous one . Oh well , busy with homework and revision now , shall update tomorrow okay !
BABY ! LOVE YOU , HAHA ! :D

2011-02-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

Hello , baby ! :D Haha

Just sent baby to the bus stop not long ago and I am now home , cooking maggie mee for my dinner . It have seriously been a long time since I last had maggie mee . Today was fine , had much fun with baby , I would bet things will be great after today . I am so going to make things right from today onwards . baby should know what I meant . Hee , my boyfriend is so super sweet . That funny boyfriend of mine never fails to make me smile , I love him the way he is very much . Oh well , I shall complete my homework asap later on after my dinner as I have got many homework incomplete . Gosh , so dead .
Baby , I believe we can last . I trust us ;) Love you , honey . Stay happy always ♥

2011-02-19T21:07:00.003+08:00

Just got home not long ago , nothing much to post about . Shall update tomorrow (:
You know , I am who I am now , I dare to shout I have changed . I just simply love you (:

2011-02-18T19:55:00.003+08:00

Today was fine , we lost to North Vista by 8 . Sigh , kind of regretted . I must really buck up man . Oh well , lessons were fine . Currently doing my homework , got to finish it asap man , busy weekend this week . I love my life now .
Baby , I will always stay with you and be there for you no matter what ;) You are never alone okay ♥

2011-02-17T19:24:00.003+08:00

Currently having my dinner , having tournament tomorrow , stayed back in school for self-training , was fun . Lessons were fine , nothing much to update about . Self-training was a little slack though , haha . Hope tomorrow's game would be fine okay (Y)
You will be my one and only baby boy ;)

2011-02-16T19:30:00.003+08:00

Lessons were fine today . Nothing much to update about , was super tired . After school , rushed home to have a bathe then headed to meet baby . After meeting him , bought bubble tea then headed home with him . Craps about in my room , haha . Was super fun teasing here and there , that funny baby . Baby had a rest then , he took a 15 minutes nap , that sleepy pig . Hee , baby headed home after he woke up .
I shall hereby wish my mummy a Happy Birthday ! ;) ' I love you , mummy ! ;) '
Oh well , honey .. I love you (: Hug you tight , see you on Sunday ? ^^

2011-02-15T21:02:00.002+08:00

Happy 17th Month , honey (Y)

HELLO , BABY ! I really love saying hello to you , haha . We may not get to meet each other , yet I am sure this will be another Valentines' Day . Everyday can be a Valentines' Day for us okay , hee . Hope your days was fine , I miss you so much . Hug baby tight . You know , we really went through a lot .. All the hardships we have gone through , we are now still here together . Yet something is different for now , we used to quarrel here and there in the past . Now , we are happy together (: I am glad that everything is going so fine now , and I believe these days will last . It is really fun being with you nowadays , after the patch up . I am being myself , to stay cheerful always . I hope you love the me for who I am now . I may not be perfect , I may not be pretty , I may not be slim . Just that , thank you for loving me and being there for me when I need someone .
Silly , I love you ♥

2011-02-14T19:37:00.003+08:00

Was super tired that is why I failed to update my blog yesterday . Okay , let us start with yesterday . Yesterday was superb , had a double date with my girlfriend . Baby and I went to Dhoby Ghaut to get something first , then we headed back to Hougang Mall to meet my girlfriend and her boy . Slacked at arcade for awhile , then headed to Tampines Mall to have Swensens . We were super cold in there , gosh , seriously freezing . Our bill nearly made us broke . It made us left with only 6 bucks . We then went to slack about at a playground outside Pastamania , had much fun with baby talking craps . I seriously love the us now . Oh well , took bus 27 to Seng Kang , then walked home alone as it is late and I did not want baby to get scoldings . Had a bathe after I reached home , chatted with baby on phone before sleeping . Met baby early in the morning today , had breakfast together , we seriously had much fun teasing each other . I love the way when baby would treat me good stubbornly , so sweet of him . That silly boyfriend of mine . After our breakfast , I sent baby to Serangoon as today was a late day for my school . Seriously enjoyed today with baby . Lessons were fine , got some chocolates and sweets from friends . After lesson , had an event , headed to training aftermath . Trained for less than an hour , we were released and I headed back home .
You are perfect in my eyes , deep down in my heart . I ain't lying , I just love you the way you are (:

2011-02-13T00:59:00.002+08:00

I have just got back home not long ago , just now is awesome . Had much fun with friends , especially baby . I laughed till an extend my tummy hurts . Gosh , like superb . Will be celebrating Valentines' Day tomorrow , double date with my girlfriend and her boy . Hee , tomorrow will be an awesome one man ! Hmmm .. Shall go sleep now , kind of tired . Will update my blog when I got home tomorrow after the double date .
Baby , I love you so much :D We are getting stronger and tougher (Y) I love myself for who I am now , hee ^^V

2011-02-11T19:15:00.003+08:00

Currently having my dinner now . Today was fine , baby is so sweet . Met baby after school , headed home for a bathe then met our friend at Compass Point to have lunch together . After our lunch , we went to arcade . Played some games , some bad things happened then . Oh well , shall not mention it . Headed to Hougang Mall aftermath , our friend went off first as she has got something on . We went to baby's friend house to take his bag as he left it there . We then headed home . Will be meeting baby and friends tomorrow , busy weekend .
Baby , no matter what happens , I chose to be happy to see the cup half full ;) You should know what I mean and I will prove it to you . I ain't getting jealous not because I don't love you as much , it is because I trust you more than I expected I could , I love you more and more as each day passed by ♥

2011-02-10T18:40:00.005+08:00

Today is fine , just that my leg tortured me even when I walk . Will not be attending training tomorrow and will be resting at home , seriously dead tired . I had just finished my dinner and I am now reading my storybook . Lessons were fine , nothing much to update about . Planned to meet baby , yet he had something on last minute so did not get to meet him . I am rotting at home whole day long .
I miss you so much , do you ? (: We have got so many Valentines' Day up ahead , missing this year's one does not really matter .

2011-02-09T20:32:00.004+08:00

Had a tournament today , we lost by 3 . Quite a nice game played though , I got fouled out again . Careless me , lol . I believe everything will be fine and we can do it . We blame no one , one for all , all for one . Oh well , lessons were fine . Everything is going well now , being positive is cool \m/
Hello , baby . I love you ^^

2011-02-08T19:05:00.002+08:00

Okay , now what ? I am stuck with my A Math , it has killed much of my brain cells . I shall ask for consultation soon . Today ain't fun , I sobbed on my way home as I am feeling so tired . Tired of everything . Studies , tournament .. I thought of it and told myself I have got to stay strong , oh well , I guess , I shall just keep myself calm at all times . There is a game waiting for us tomorrow , we are going to win it , isn't it ? Let's play our best , we can do it , babes (:
I miss you , I am so going to hug you tight when I get to see you (:

2011-02-07T19:09:00.003+08:00

Silly ; (L)

I have just got home not long ago and I have just finished bathing . I am now having my dinner , homemade chicken rice . Today's game against Seng Kang Secondary was terrible , was disappointed as the whole team did not play well . I injured my both toes as well as my left index finger , and my toes are some how blue black now . Kind of hurts , yet have to bear with it . I even got myself fouled out . Oh well , the next game is on Wednesday . Let's play well okay , Compassvale B Girls (:
You know , I would just keep quiet and hug you tight . I miss you so much (:

2011-02-06T20:14:00.004+08:00

I like this pooh bear red packet ! (Y)

Oh well , today is superb . Had much fun with him . Hmmm , went out the whole day , then headed home around 7 . I have just done bathing not long ago and I am now having my dinner . Will be having tournament tomorrow , wish me all the best (:
You said I will not lose you , (L)

2011-02-05T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today is fine , woke up at 9 in the morning , met and accompanied my friend to get things . Afterward , met my seniors . I missed them so much . Had a lot fun with them . Went to two coaches' house , then headed to meet my friend . Slacked and stuffs , then went to meet my other friends . Just got home not long ago , may be sleeping soon . Tomorrow have got no events , bored . Argh
Just sometimes , I fell deeper and I do not want to get out because I love you

2011-02-04T22:00:00.003+08:00

Is it okay if I were to tell you , ' I miss you ' ?

Oh well , I lost money when playing blackjack today again . Played Mahjong just now , helped ah gong win some money . Hee , today is okay . Nothing much to update as I did not go out . Going out tomorrow , so excited . It have seriously been a long time since I met my club's seniors . I would bet tomorrow would be a fun one . Oh well , shall go sleep in no time . Kind of tired .
It is empty , will you still save me out from this dark room ? In order to save me out previously , you threw yourself in it . Now what ? Both in it ? .. .. .. I will not forget how our love was shared , it is still as fresh .

2011-02-03T23:14:00.007+08:00

Gosh , so many pictures .
It made me smile when I received it , thank you (L)